Devoid

Without you:

I am a sack of flesh posturing as one with purpose.

I am not merely flailing, dying, and aimless in existense.

I am DEAD.

my love is:

not patient

not kind

does envy

does boast

is arrogant

is rude

is selfish

is irritable

is resentful

gets excited about wrong doing

doesn't care for the truth

bears what is convenient for me

believes what I want

hopes for my own happy ending

endures when I got time for it

and by all means it can end at any moment

I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal

This is devoid of You!

We love because He first loved us. 1 John　4:19